shaking in place drowneding in the feelings i put away ....
over and over i fall chokeing on my conscience
suffocating for the truth in a lie .. still in my new
replacement and danceing in my forgoten fear.....
i spit my teeth and make you all disappear,...!!!

mood: thirsty

well its nice to know that ever one is collecting there sadness with such prepared crys and lightly takein conversations ..see me i need not the woven comfort that lies within your wounded eyes and Lovely Statments ...its not that i dont touch establishment with sarcastic impossibles...
its that i tuch arrangements with Arrogance,, ... O ya and i am allways Undeserving but allways sympathetic to the fact of allways being right,,.. i mean i love Dancing Around your grave with the telephone cord wrapped around my heart ,,, ..well all i have to say is that when resopnsibility is properly added
to the demanded of suggested Sadness
we all appear with the fucking door
open.....

"take a seat and eat your difference of opinion"
....ya know make u feel right at home.. make you so Nice um yay ...(:

mood: thirsty

to go from bad to worse and involving me,,
you character between the general
blame of things,, and like feelings
we go from big to small,, i say old is old
and new is new , and my point is what i
develop to refuse,, safley i make what is to be made
of you ,, the onley thing is perfect plaster just wont do ,,,,when you lie like loneness and tell no truth ...

mood: thirsty

there you are faces of all kind"s, rag round
off and instantly
sitting quietly ignorant and makeing discovered bhind the night as the
clock's gravite pull's day apon you..

you fall broken by a horrible discord .

i love it oh fuck joy,,, fuck yes i love it...
i feel my heart beet above it...

mood: thirsty

try and stop me i wish you would,,this twisted tung is shouting more
then your expresed sadness everecould,, within your abandon mind, i know what perks me ever time,, day 2 day and one big i wont say..confused
and empty but ever so porcelain and kind of perfect she lays..,,,immediately
relieved you haven't seen my face, but my apology laughed with words all over
this dark and desperate place,,room to room I laugh grimly now,,
always sadly right and without a doubt i will leave it up to your
specifications and your sensitive mouth,,, and tell sad expression 2 sad suppression "" please block this all out""!!!!!!

forever yours,, with some quilty!!!!

mood: thirsty

still like the fog joining my lungs you are moveing,, around..

mood: thirsty

sitting flame.. burning out,,

driping

fast your words come out ...

and now onle wax your useless

so i throw you out ..


your like a candle
with wax for a mouth..

mood: thirsty

walking past and there without!
to bleed a smile would you here me out..
i felt your lips run down my mouth,,,








and yes all your words where held to my advantage,,,
end...

mood: thirsty

occasionally you say a bunch of still deff air...
but lets get back to perfection,,
your still deff air mean"s nothing to me.
its plain and black lovely.
this time your realy got me sick !!!!!!!!!!!!

mood: thirsty

fucking the dead air out of your neck (: was fun

mood: thirsty

i'm back there
As i decay all my empty thoughts into your
bleeding world...

mood: thirsty

?

mood: thirsty

7:30

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